So i got another crush once again... I think I have a total of 3 going on concurrently and one i'm not sure...

here's the lowdown on em

1. The one I saw in the bookstore in school
2. one of the first term people in my major..
3. another first term person whom I got to know recently during a student event.. Also same major as me.
4. Another korean.. she seems nice.. attentive somewhat.. but i'm kinda iffy about her.

So yeah, right now, I'm focusing on number 3 and after finding out more about her, I find that 1.. she reminds me of ERF.. the one i went on a trip with whom I thoguht was PERFECT for me. so when I first saw #3 from across the road when she was in her car, I wast elling my friend that she looked like ERF and he agreed too. Now, they have a somewhat similar... vibe somehow... and I can imagine myself being really into her. ic ould rant about her but I don't think I should. The difference in my situation now is because I've once again spread my focus, I don't end up being too focused on one singular target such that I get too obsessed or drive myself crazy just like I did with the last korean girl. That was really quite a wake up call. I do get happy or excited when I see my crushes but I"m trying to keep it as that and not let it get to me. I find it rather dangerous. Don't wanna lose myself again. Think only then can I not kick myself over silly things.

Anyway, back to work.. just wanted to blog that. There might be a chance for #3. We'll see. I haven't talked to #1 and #2 is still kinda luke warm. Never talk to her THAT much yet nor did we hang out... Let's see how this weekend goes.