I think the dating scene isn't quite for me.. If i need to pay for dates.. i think it's too shiong for me... Somehow, i feel like it detracts me for my goals... Sometimes, i really think my life doesn't quite have enough space for anyone else.. Too much of t reolves around my passion.. Everything i do, i do for it. During most parts anyway.

It's mainly finances.. cos I treat myself by getting new equipment for myself which invariable goes into my work anyway.. A lot fo what i work for and towards is for myself.. And somehow, I just can't imagine myself giving leeway.. To add on to the load, i feel the extra pressure to be focused and be serious about what I do cos.. well, you guys know...

I can't imagine how I'm gonna settle the debt.. Funny how my personal life doesnt' seem so well planned as compared to my career which is supposedly more .. thought out... No surprise that my plan only has me settling down when i'm 30ish... Go figure....

So yeah, i'm not so sure on the dating scene... It's tricky.. Viet girl seems to be coming on strong.. Goth girl.. hmm... losing my interest quickly tho.. So.. who knows.. In the mean time.. the weekend's gonna be filled with work as usual. Back to school and in the evening, maybe meeting up with Viet girl.. see how that goes.

Sunday's catching up on work that's not really to my major.. namely, the academic classes which I serioulsy hate but know it's essential anyway... I need to find a way to make better use of my classes. I don't think i'm quite driven enough yet...




Btw, Do watch PAPR|KA .. jap anime.. fucking awesome... sorta like SP|R|TED AWAY. Do watch it...

Kk, should sleep soon. Gotta be up in another 6 hours.. Take it easy guys... Whoot...