:) from what i understand, Y is still seeing the cause of me leaving to be selfish. And I don't think I could actually be friends or at least talk to someone who isn't able to understand my actions and would choose to see it as a negativity. Anyway, i'm not so affected by it anymore simply because i dont' really care for it as much. I think i'm willing to let her go. And aagin, feel that i'm not losing out on anything... Just saddened that I can't be friends with an ex that's all.. Feels like you lose contact and touch with a part of your past somehow... I'm a nostalgic fool, what can i say.

on another note... the girls front is kinda.. erm... confusing and interesting.. I'm just going around having crushes all over and knowing people. Halloween's fun cos I get to know a whole bunch of people. Always amuses me when I see guys hoarding around girls... All trying to make a move on em and all that. So it's interesting how when u drop focus on one.. they remerge into your horizon.. seriously this whole firing multiple arrows sure works out pretty well.. :)

Anyway, i got to get my work done.. This weekend has been a crazy one. And I havent' been slacking either. Man... okie dokei... Laterz guys..