Bloody hot day today is.

Quick blog before i'm off for a game.

Things are kinda up and down these days. In some way, it's smoother in the r/s department cos I'm not really pursuing things all that much. And most of the time, if it bothers me, I'll just let it be known in the most insulting way really. I dunno why. Ever since I lost my top with her that one occasion, it's the style to go for me somehow. I guess maybe I'm hoping that sooner or later, she'll know better than to give an attitude.

Give an attitude, get an attitude in return. Seeming to be my mantra these days.

I'm not so much into solving problems with her these days. I'm not talking about her problems or my problems but problems between the both of us. I wonder if this is any sign of anything. I mean, I still voice my unhappiness but just in a not so pleasant way these days. And when things do hit a hitch and we do go back to norm, I dun really wish to talk to her anymore about it. I just feel it a waste of time seeing it doesn't change anything at the end of the day. And yes, it's essentially not helping the relationship at all but I just tired bickering and seriously, anything for a bit of peace and quiet. I dunno. Wondering whether this is a signal of a start to an end.

I mean, weirdly enough, she's being nicer these days. And it's not like we argue a lot these days, but i think they don't escalate that far as much. Dunno whether am I just letting things go more n in that sense, also more bochup. Cos now I KNOW I can't be bothered. In the past, i think it felt different cos I really didn't want to let it go on too long cos I think it's detrimental. Now I just don't want it to go on cos it's plain irritating.

Anyway, I'll whine more hopefully another or not at all but I'm gonna be quite beat later and tomorrow is quite an early day for work.

I'm wanting to blog about this whole worker's bonus for housewives ... hope I get about to that soon. And also on romancing and how I don't think anyone's gonna be in for a good relationship with me somehow. Gtg guys.. thkans for hearing the whining.