U guys ever had this whole thought that someitmes, the more bastard u are to one, the more this person comes back to u. Like say you don't really like this person all that much but this person just keeps comin over, asking if you wanna do this or that or wanna go out. And somehow, the person we REALLY wanna go out with ain't that keen anyway. Someone once told me a theory about it anyway.

So, anyhoo.. there's this new thing I'm sorta realising about myself.. and maybe for most guys. Not sure about girls. You see, I think I have this weakness for people telling me their pathetic lifestory n i'll go aww.. there there... n dish out friendly advices. Most of the time, of cos, it's girls... Guys, hmm.. dun really feel all tt weak for tt...Ok lah, I won't be bastard but guys I DO entertain as well lah but less inclined to do so I guess.

So anyway, nowadays, I'm kinda really not that much in the mood to complain to everybody that much or hear people yakking about their problems somehow. I mean, I used to think it cool that, hey, this person confides in me with their problems.. I'm special. Now i'm like.. bah... I mean, it's nice once in awhile but somehow these people just seem to have a constant problem with EVERYTHING.. like every fucking thing. And I'm trying to do a one time gig for all these thigns. Give one time advice and fuck off cos it just gets irritating. Wad's worst is they keep comin back lamenting about how sucky their day is and yada yada and I'm like wtf... come on lah... GET A LIFE!!

I mean, I'm seriously trying to be nice.

And also, on another note, I think rejecting people ain't easy man. Least some people don't make it easy. I think it ain't easy for people who are popular or when we like the people who are popular. They have to make so many rejections each day. I think for me, it's much worst cos sometimes I don't have a solid reason. (Note: I'm not sayin i got a queue of people intersted in me, i'm jus sayin people who just ask me to go out in general or to do stuff.) Cos yes, I don't have things to do BUT tt don't mean I wanna do anything YOU suggest either.

On the same note, I think i was drawn to Y cos she was so fragile, looked like someone who needed takin care of. I dunno whether we guys are drawn to these sort of people but freakin hell, if everybody else is gonna end up not being able to learn to take care of themselves with me around or keep relying on me for solutions then I'm seriously having doubts in 'these' sort of people. It's like, OMG, I'm drawn to problematic people who can't seem to solve their own problems. Now, why couldn't I find peopel who ARe problem free and are just simply happy man. Sheesh... Or maybe everyone just has a problem here and there in general. Oh, I dunno.

Thinkin about it now, wad WAS the point of this entry anyway? Hmm.... :S Lost my focus there. Oh wells.. i think it's dinner time. Toodaloo...