I LOVE LIFE... MINE CURRENTLY!!

There was a time when I constantly thought to myself about putting my ideas into action. But it always took so long for me to go about it. These days.. I'm trying harder than ever to really put things into action the min I think it. Well, sorta anyway.

These days, I'm sorta more on the ball with things around. I'm more calm and at ease. Feeling tt way anyway. This morning or noon was a slow start.. I cleaned up after myself when I made breakfast. Did it in a clean organised manner as compared to my rushin way of gettin it over and done with. And the whole of ytd, I kept telling myself about the whole bit about how great ideas will only remain as such if there is no action to it.

These days, when I return home. I make very sure I return every thing in it's proper place to prevent a mess from building up again.

And as i was telling a friend. I find it very liberating these days not to need to put my phone beside me when I sleep in the night. Firstly, I'm not expecting anyone to call on me when I sleep.. 2nd.. somehow, dun see the need to see the time. I like it this way somehow. I used to thinkand feel lonely cos no one msged. These days, i don't think so much about it but really revel in the peace and serenity of things. Of course, it's not to say I shun msges and calls. I still welcome them... just tt I dun fret at the lack of em either.

I'm happier these days due to my productivity. The mac has it's plus points sometimes in regards to usability. Somethings are simplified to its core that I don't really worry so much about the lack of advanced things. Like my msning.. it lacks custom emoticons which i had thought would suck but i'm appreciating it for the simplicity not cos it's a mac but for allowing me to focus on chats more and not concern myself with the things that don't matter or aren't as important.

A lot of other things fall under this catogory. Even the stuff I do like surfing around for things that aren't important at all... I try to limit these to a very basic number. End of the day, I think it's all about d/cing more from the coms and chats.

I'm quite sad and yet glad of the jobs coming in. Cos it's great that the numbers are there but sux cos I'll be leaving and these connecitons would be broken very soon. But anyway, it's good for me cos it helps me kill time... and at the same time, makes me more focused on what needs to be done. Having a planner also helps. Using my planner extensively these days to plan outings, meetings adn work stuff as well as studies admin stuff. This week I'm tied for 2 jobs. Basically, before I leave, I'll be engagaed for 4 days. And that's good. They also agreed to pay me by the 1st week of Aug. So that's all working well.

I'm happy with my life, meeting up with friends, doing work... I just wish I took more pictures. But alas, whatever free time I have, should be devoted to packin.



FREEDOM
I was watching Gundam recently and there's this talk on freedom. The series has always been a champion of that. Needing to have the freedom to choose.

I think I forget that often. ONe could call it being human but it's no excuse. I think I often forget that we are all free to make our own choices and decisions and also to choose what or how to do and think. Seemingly, guiding the hand to do the right thing is somewhat wrong. But showing the way isn't. We can advise but we've crossed the line when we force implentation on others.Everyone's granted freedom to have their own thinkings, no matter whether we agree to it or not.



ADVICE
I'm finally being able to sell my bike, if all goes well. And this incident thought me quite a bit about advices from people. Or rather, taking the views of others into consideration. Most people told me my bicycle was too ex going at 140. but these people weren't quite savvy in terms of bicycles adn therefore don't really make credible people to be regarding the bike selling biz. of course, whether I choose to take their word is my choice. But they gave me advices based on their experiences. Which again, is up to me to accept the crediblity of such words. I should be thankful they bothered anyway :) Anyway, as I later found out.. 140 for my bike is actually a good price apparantly, so says a bike enthusiast and the respone after posting up my ad has been good. This whole fiasco kinda taught me a whole deal about what people say and the knowledge they base their advices from. I can't fault them for their lack of insight and assumption cause they ARE trying to help. All I can hope to do is be patient despite some people not knowing the full extent of the topic. But of course... opinions are better than none.

Afterall.. we ARE free to have our own opinions.. how we choose to dish out advices and def free to do anything as and when we deem fit. I ought to start respecting EVERYONE for their differences and uniqueness. Even when I was with Y, acceptance was something tt came too late on my part.

That being said, we can be bendable towards others but we should always have a fixed set of beliefs and the willingness to stick to it sometimes regardless what people say cos no one knows your own situations, wants and desires more than you.

Anyway, I'm getting sleepy.. gonna turn in early.. nitez to y'all.. Catch everyone soon..