Dear all,

apologies for the infrequent update. As you guys know. The coms has been down. But not to fear.... A replacement has been acquired!! N you guys know what THAT is :)

MY BIRTHDAY
Anyway, first and foremost.. I'll like to thank the bros for an excellent evening together. And tho the time spent was short, but it was still meaningful to me. Thanks for the present and the cake guys. Really touched. Didn't expect you guys to do so. Usually these efforts should be saved for the really peeps in our lives and well, I thought the cake was really sweet and personal. Thanks a bunch.

I'm quite satisfied with this year's b'day really. Tho spending it being single might seem sucky, but it sorta allowed me to hang out with the special few who matter in my life. People like a friend of ten years who spent a lovely evening with me having drinks, people like schizo and a nice friend of hers... tho we spent the most part of the 3 hours being seh from the lack of sleep the night b4.. it was still spent nicely. Of couse.. the evening with the bros was quite a highlight. I apologise for being gone so early cos well, I was really REALLY tired.. and wuld've drunk more if it wasn't for the night b4. My apologies.

I had thought it could be a more eventful day with me gettin my coms and other peripherals as well as blading.. but unfortunately, I took longer than expected running my errands. Thanks to 'Fatboy' for helping me out with the transporting and company. Appreciate it. Managed to collect my dad's printer, my ext hdd, my laptop as well as a couple of other stuff here and there.. so thanks a lot.

FAMILY
had dinner with the family, uncles and aunties included on my b'day.

My bro's in HK right now for work and will be back shortly. Had to send him on sunday, shack balls, sending him at 6 in the morning.. sheesh..

WORK
The whole of last week was good, spent a large part of it working which is always good and welcomed. But i"m expecting it to slow down this time round. And by early july, i'll be stopping all work activities unless it's fast payment.

THE EX
I kinda expected and hoped.. n yet didn't as well.. that the ex would wish me. But somehow, it didn't quite surprise me she didn't send me a greeting of any sort. Not that I was hard up for greetings or anything. The relevant and significant few have done so and tt's all tt matters. But for her.. somehow, it's jus hurting and rather disappointing that she didn't. Of couse, I shouldn't be all that surprised either seeing she's been giving me less than satisfactory replies the last I msged her on MSN. 'Fatboy' mentioned that she's really stickin to it this time round. And well, somehow, it's just sad. I mean, I figured it was only a basic decent thing to do. I dunno, it's jus... hurtful and disappointing things had to degenerate to this stage. I had hoped that the least that could happen would be to still remain as friends but she has made it pretty obvious that even that is not possible at all. Whcih is sad sad sad. It's not that I crave for her friendship or anything, but as I told her regarding the 1st ex.. someone you have known so closely for the last 3 years.. u can't just discard like this cos they're the next best person who knows you the best. But apparantly, now I've been relegated to her pool of exes and I am no different. Whcih is quite disappointing and sad. I seriously hoped ti didn't have to go to this.

Anyway, doubt I'd talk to her and maybe this way, it'd be easier for her as well, to move on. Least I can only hope this is the case. Anyway, I've blocked her from my Instant Messenger (IM), passed her stuff to fatboy to pass to her. Just need to burn her stuff out and that's all. The chapter's closed, never to be opened.. least for the next year anyway. And maybe ever. Sigh... maybe it's too tough for her.. I dunno... Guess only can really just hope it's for the best.