I think I'm such an ass at times. She had asked me earlier whether if it was alright for her to go out on a date with another guy and I told her it was ok. Now why did i do that. Then again, knowing me to be somewhat of an unorthodox guy, it's no surprise with what I did. To mistrust her that she would stray in this sense would be sala and I do believe she genuinely really wans to make a friend. The only thing I fear is her leading the other guy on. Which is probably why i always tell her, she must be transparent with her status tho she always maintains tt once guys know she is attached, they'd lose interest immediately which is true. Come on man, we guys are realistic, if it's not to chase or further career advancement or use in the future, very seldom we invest in time and effort to get to know a girl. Really really very rare. Tho if I do wanna know a girl, it's purely cos she's interesting and not cos I wanna know her to be my gf or something. Cos simply, I value a good conversation, tt's it. Not sure how believeable tt is tho.

Anyway, tt's that story. Last tuesday was unbelievably tiring. Most tiring shoot I've ever been. But definitely an eye opener. Set up a giraffe crane and man, you cannot believe how tiring that thing is and I ain't even operating it. Somehow, i think the settin up was tougher man. Unbelieveable. Out fo the house at 6 am and home only at 11pm. Man, I have never worked for so long in my life. Only time is probably during army. Wake up so early and only reach back bunk at tt time but tt oso not so bad cos even army oso got rest and it's not entirely physical. But that shoot was really power man. But next day, knn, every part of my body ached man.

Friday went for NEW MAN anniversary party. Wasn't there so much for the party tho. More like catch up with mei and the free flow bunch. Which was fun toking to them outside work.

Anyway, made a resolution not to be online too long unnecesarily so, I'm gonna move on from the blog to something more constructive. :) Later dudes. Catch up soon.