holy bloody fucking shit...

i just weighed myself after eating... i gained 7kg since i last weighed myself.. it might be cos i had a big ass meal. but 7kg?!?!? :s i mean, yeah, i did have a big ass bowl of salad with a big portion of pasta in it... and 5 pieces of chicken breast strips.. and...porsciuto and mushrooms... and dressing and cheese... but dsang.. 7kg? i thought I'd have lost weight from last week's work out up in the mountains.. seriously.. wtf.....

don't get me wrong, i'm not really complaninng... just that.. well.... it was kinda a sudden thing. i'm pretty sure my weight's gonna drop when school starts anyway.. but i don't think i've ever hit 63 kg before.. that's good still.. just need to manage it properly and not let it get out of hand... might be cos of all the big meals i make... hmm.. maybe cos of today's meal.. had a huge quesadilla and a bowl of mushroom soup.. and that IS huge...

interesting.... now that i have the weight, let's try to pump it up.. :)