Sometimes I wonder why i still do the things I do.. or try to help when help isn't needed. It just simply sucks that when you try and people just reject and push you away. Y'know, sometimes, for some people.. it's just better to sit by the sideline and just.. don't do squat. Just feels better that way for myself somehow. It just feels like you're putting yourself out there for nothing for no reason at all. And you end up feeling all dumb and silly and you get snapped at for helping and that no one asked for it. Seriously, i just shouldn't care. It's just plainly fucked up. Feels so silly sometimes. Just don't appreciate being snapped at for helping.

FUCK IT!!!