EVERYBODY'S CHANGING AND GROWING UP.....


Everything's happening very fast. And somehow, I'm sorta begining to realise my role in the blasted family unit. I'm sorta like the mediator, the decision maker as well as the person who shouts some sense into idiots in my family. It's sorta good and bad.

Because my bro will be leaving in a few days time, the person who's to fill the void is inevitably me. And I gotta realise my role. Cos my granny commented that if my bro ai'nt around then how to do this or that. That sorta made me feel rather insulted man. Cos i'm very sure I can just as well do what he can do. Very VERY sure.

I'm starting to do a lot of the house admin cos seriously, sometimes, it's better that I started it then leaving to the THREE old folks to start on it. They go on one BIG circle. And man, it's tiring to try reasoning with them at times. But I'm gettin the hang of how to handle them. There is a technique to each and everyone one of em. And if all else fails. SHOUTING always help to make everyone shaddup cos these days, i have no qualms in askin everyone to shaddup. Not sure why lately.

But it's gonna be a big headache for me cos on top of handling the shift to my school admin, I gotta handle dumb family packing affairs. Which I feel I need to cos if I left to my mom n dad to do it, it'll come to no end. So seriously, I'd rather very much do it the more diplomatic way and not let them settle it among themselves. Everyone's all too heated up and tt's just darn irritating.

So yeah, I'll be shifting to my granny's by the 29th/30th. Going to town is gonna be a bane if i DO have the time. I NEED to make time. Time's running out and I'm sorta feeling aggitated again. I thought I had things covered but with stresses at home, it's not gonna be all that easy.

I wanna settle family stuff before I leave rather than leave things unpacked. It's just irritating and uncomfy. So target.. tomorrow, my room NEEDS to be settled. Handle the piano shift on Saturday at the same time, pack some of the stuff over at granny's. Treat myself to a nice relaxing time in the night. Sunday.. er... i dunno... help mom? That's kinda open ended tho I'm hoping to do soccer on Sunday seein it's prob the last weekend at my current place so much easier for soccer. Else, it's gonna be east to north. No joke I tell u.

K.. nuff of all this. It's time to git moving. Btw, pirates with the bros next monday? You guys cool?