The times after a breakup is never easy. The familiarity... somehow, everything around jus reminds u of your partner...

Well, my room's a good display of all the things of the past.

Funny how a simple outing would be so nostalgic...

Somehow, after somewhat caring for a person for a period of time, it feels kinda empty not having one to care for. I walk around and I see women's clothes n I wonder to myself, if this might be something whihc she might want or suit her. But I realise, it was sorta pointless anyway... funny how i don't haf these tendencies when we were together... Guess we really do miss something when we lose it. A matter of changing how we're used to things i guess... sometimes wonder if we lose a bit of ourselves each time it ends... each time we end a relationship.. cos after the last one, there was a major change.. i don't think i'm expectin a big one after this one somehow...i dunno...

i've changed.. so some people haf said n i do think i have. I'm not sure for the better or wot.

I do apologise guys tt u gotta read some of my ramblings n brooding on the net... i hope it ends soon tho... it's gettin lesser in intensity :)