Funnily enough, due to the book I'm reading, I did think a lil about religion and found it curious when something bad happens, I do think to myself and somehow felt like I was directing my questions to what I presume myself to be refering to God. That being said. I have no intention to start worshipping or anything. it was just an observation.

And strangley enough after the theatre incident, I felt I needed to balance everything I was feeling with a bit of badness... so I just played evanescence... not that they were evil or bad or what but somehow, I felt i needed to add a lil bit of goth after what happened. Fuck man... really really left a bad impression on me... I'm never ever fucking doing this show again with them.. FUCK man...