I'm back home... Me and Y, finally put things out on the table. We both recognise tat me going away is gonna mean the end. But we smoehow ain't able to acknowledge or come to terms what to do about it now. She just left my place, and well, I'm not really sure we're anything now or what. GUess we both don't wanna be the one who mentions the bad thing. I dunno, anyway, I know it's supposedly for the best, just need to process and have a think.. Will give more details soon i hope. Take care all.