guess this time, it's really for real.

and my instinct ain't really all that wrong. Cept the motivation for those doubts or the main focus for the doubts were not really caused by a 3rd party. But the cracks were already there. I wanna elaborate more but I'm not exactly very coherent now. The drinking lah. So maybe i'll do so later today. Amazingly, managed to shower so that's pretty good tho I still feel like crap. Tummy's all weird but i'm somewhat lazy to go to the loo. I'm gonna try to turn in now. Thanks to all who lent a listening ear. Little as it seems, it means the world. I'll try to write more later today. Take care all. Thanks...