I seldom walk away from someone. When I was with YL, I've only done it twice. Least from what I rememebered. I didn't do it that often. She didn't give me much reason to anyway. The first I remembered was at Holland V. I left her at the bus-stop and left. She chased after me after a while. I was glad she did. The second time I left without a proper goodbye was the time we broke up. Of course that was a heartbreakin day which ended me up at AMK park. There's a park above the station in case you guys didn't noe. I didn't noe till that day. It's funny. My relationship with her, i remember my feelings in the bus aways. LIke how i first asked to be together wif her and how i asked to be apart from her. I remember the feelings in the bus clearly. Elation and hurt.

And right now, I have no seconds thoughts in just walking off from 'her'. diff emotions this time round some how. Wif YL, it was more purely hurt. Now, it's hurtful rage. It's so funny that after passing the test of resisting the temptation of other guys, it all ends like this.

of course, technically it hasn't quite ended cos I don't we've made it quite official. I haven't made any indication but neither do i want to see or hear her right at this point in time. I don't want to see her msges, I don't want to think of her. I don't want squat. Funny how diff the breakups are but I guess it varies from individual to individual. Tech not over yet. But like I said. I dont' want to hear anything of her. I have enough of her running around in my head as it is.

What do I want? I really don't know. Right now, just her out of my life somehow. And it's weird how things turned around so fast. But I guess tt's the case of my relationship with her. We really don't know what we're gonna get next. Who's o know what's gonna happen. That's life.