It's funny, i've bene tring to blog about thngs and unknowingly ranted a blog entry while i was ranting to someone online.

"yeah well, i apparently ain't simple... i over think things too much
no truer statement when i say 'sucks to be me..'
i know what i want in my career
n in that sense, it's easier cos i can afford to focus on multiple areas of my discipline
but when it comes to love.. to people... you can't
you have to pick a path and stay on it
and maybe that's where friends come in
the rest of the disciplines
but you have to pick the ONE discipline that you want to focus on...
the one that you prioritise, you treasure, the one character bit about the person that matters the most o you
and maybe that's my biggest problem is simply because, i don't know what it is that i hold dear most about a person when it comes to love
there's so many distractions... so many wants and desires and the question is always, is what i want truly what I need."

Spmething tells me, I need a point system. A list of what's important to me and how important it is to me.