I wonder if anyone has this similar quirk as me... and if it's as normal as most things but yet not mentioned.

For most of my life, I've always subconciously believed in karma. I don't do good things with expectations of good things to come ... nor do i think of the bad things to come when im doing something.. that might be morally wrong... Simply.. when something bad happens to me.. i think and wonder.. and strangely enough.. to a higher entity (i'm guessing from my years in a catholic school) what had I done to deserve this. I start regretting all the bad moments and things i had done. But yeah.. tt's only when shit happens to me i guess... i dunno.. just something random here..