FINALLY AT MY NEW PLACE... It's still a mess here tho. Sleepin on a materess with boxes all around. But quite glad I can sleep in any conditions. :) Apart from the stairs (it's a mainsionette) and it being so far EAST, I like it. Simple :) AND.. there's shit loads of food downstairs. And it's jus 20 steps away from after i get off my lift. It's amazing.


DREAMS

I've been having lotsa dreams these couple of nights... The first one i remembered having was one with lotsa friends and 'Azzuri' appeared and I was so surprised, shocked and happy that I ran to hug him like I haven't seen him for a long time.

The subsequent night, I dreamt I was shooting an American Idol sorta event with people performing on stage and I realised I didn't have my flash for my cam. And I was thinking how I was going to get to the rental shop to get one cos if I left, I'd def miss a couple of performers. So during lucnh I was thinkin hard and realsied, wait a sec, I can go during lunch. So I informed my colleague who was at the control board for i'm not sure what and told him I was rushing off to rent a flash. My dream ended when I reached the rental shop and spoke to the dude there.

The next night, dream about my bro and one of our friends. And strangely enough, a Corvette in black was invovled. I bot one of them 2 litre odd bottles sized tequila. But it was rather light coloured and that was sorta strange. And I was with the army people I served with. Oh, there was a big house as well somewhere in the dream.

That's about it. It's all in pieces and i primarily remembered the big ass bottle of tequila. It was a plastic bottle man. That was weird.

I got another 12 days to go before I fly off. Time is running out.

Y once mentioned how I could do it, leave everything behind and just leave. I didn't really realise what exactly I was leaving behind. I didn't think it was anything much. I still would see my friends online. She didn't approve the bulk of the money was coming from my parents. I did feel bad initially. But I got past that but recently I've been feeling bad about the family cos I'm essentially leaving both of em behind. My mom esp. I dunno, feel lousy about it when I'm helping my mom now and making preparations for when I'm not around, it just makes the impact of me leaving greater.

Anyway, we need to do what needs to be done. A big change is always needed for something greater. I WILL get my something greater. I will return years later, maybe 10, to make my mark back home after I'm done with the Americas and Europe.

But FIRST.. settling my insurances and other admin shit.