Potential. Who really knows YOUR true potential?

I was having a conversation with my teach. And she was saying that she's very certain that I'd do well and the what nots. And I wonder, how is it that everyone seems to have faith in me that I'd do well. Is it an auto thing to say? To tell one that he'll have potential even tho you think he's gonna fuck it up anyway. Cos every other person's sayin that and I wonder what is it that people see in me that I don't.

Cos I'm not certain of how things are gonna be for me. I'm not even confident of my potential. And yeah yeah, despite how arrogant and cocky I may see at times, but as for my potential ability, I'm really unsure. So what exactly is really your potential. Is it what people see of you or what you see yourself? Cos this is what determines your actions. Whether you'd go for that next step or not. It's all about the potential for success. If the chances are low, you don't do it.

but of couse, one can always press on and say, I'd overcome the odds by working hard at it and what if somehow, genetically or whatever it is that makes you, you, somehow is an obstacle to your success, what then?

So how much potential do I have. Cos currently, with my current skills, I def won't go anywhere. And yeah, some people will say, that' why you are going there to study. And I seriously hope that by going to study, it'd give me the skills to finally develop myself to the highest potential that I could ever be. I'd want that really.



On another note, I think I am very lacking in the compliments department and am clearly too critical for everyone's good. I think I serioulsy don't know how to compliment and I think I am too critical towards other people. Just today's hanging with Jan, I was quite bad in my remarks. I mean, I wasn't trying to be really bad or what.

And on top of that, I suck at giving out compliments. And I lack the ability to see the good in people. I mean, I wonder if Y is a result of me failing to see the good infront of me rather than all that's lacking. Sigh.. who knos.. anwyay, I can't blog anymore. Tomorrow's work day. Not sure waddup after that tho, so we'll see.. Maybe, hit the arcade again or jus nua at home after work.

Toodaloo people. Be happy :)