I think I've concluded that I might very well be a very shallow person.. to some extent..

So far in the duration I've been here, I've had TWO people who might potentially be very suitable for me.. least from my impression after knowing them much better. Here's the thing, the only problem is I ain't physically attracted to em. Sigh... I mean, there's a clicking... there's a connection, but there just isn't any physical attraction and that really sucks. Why them people here gotta be so big anyway? Sheesh.

I dunno, somehow, i just don't dig the bigger frames and all. Maybe I'm just too used to the smaller frames we got. Maybe I should just go back to dating asians. but westernised ones. I dunno...

My styles hasn't changed that much. When it gets to be too much of an effort, i drop interest almost immediately. And the people whom I find I have a proper chance, they just ain't right. They're either too silly and seemingly not have any brains, remind me too much of A or seem clingy n attention needy. And people whom I clikc with, I just don't have any physical attraction to. And people whom I feel physically attracted to just don't seem interesting or interested.

New batch of intl students are coming in. I wonder how that batch is. Found a blonde chick from denmark.. haven't quite spoken to her proper just yet.


Anyway, school's out. Having a 4 week break. Was working in sch this week for 2 days. Supposed to be for 3 but my car died on me on the first day. Battery was dead and old and it was time for a change.

PLans for the break and hols? I dunno really. I was supposed to be visitng a friend's family for xmas but tt's been shelved. GUess it wasn't convenient for me to be around for family stuff. Which is fine. I might just fit in a shoot or two over the break, catch up with movies and play some games. Explore my new place a lil more, cook, clear up ext hdd... sort out finanaces, send car for maintainance, work in sch, get invovled with the intl stuff.

I got decent grades this term but so did everyone else so it doesn't quite mean anytying to me.

It's the festive seasons right now and it's been rather joyous. Everyone's all excited about it over here. Feels so much more authentic. I didn't really think of getting presents till ytd when I went for some xmas lights cruising. I'll post up the photos soon. and also of the new place. The new place.. rocks!


Kk, i'm really tired now... i'll try to update more. Take it easy guys. Wish you all the best.