$%^&*(*&^% Never seem to be able to dld anymore new versions of itunes. Can't figure out why.

Anyhoo... Ytd was a very good day. Cept the ending, again!! Super productive day. Left the house around 10ish to go over to friend's place for hang out and house warming. Quite nice. Managed to watch Bring It On (I never watched it, can u believe it?) and Anger Management. Funny. "Anger is the only you can't get rid of by losing it" Smart. ;)

Anyway, had nice food. Nice company. Got some nice photos. Test my flash and went off.

Rushed like bad at home cos was trying to prep for the night shoot and printing my aunt's pic. Had to charge batt, prep cam & equipment. I dunno man, just seemed pretty rushed. Went to the function which was just below my block to celebrate my niece's 1st b'day. Sadly, she had a high fever so she seemed kinda cranky. But good op to try out the flash cos ^*(& thing is darn complicating. But all in the name of experimenting, trial and error and better photography in the futre

Sidenote: I now know why people say not to worry so much about the technical aspect of things and just focus on framing. Cos, bloody hell, the technology is so good these days, you don't even need to know that much things to get the right lighting or exposure. They're really making pro photography very very idiot proof. Now I know why there's so many wedding and events photographers. Cos it's SO EASY... Well, i'm not there yet but I can' see how easy it can be...sheesh

So went around snapping. Cut cake then rushed back to shower n pick X for photoshoot at Faber. Whcih was somewhat a silly idea cos I ended up takin her without using the backdrop cos the best view somehow was at Altivo and I doubt they'd allow me to bring my gear in. It was a lovely evening spent anyway. And I got a long long way to go man. Maybe I'm getting the right enviroments to shoot but I highly doubt it man. Anyhoo, I was still fussing about lights the whole night. I still lack ideas on pose and looks. Seems like I need to look at more pictorials. Ah well...

Oh, and Y msged in the night again. Haiz. But I guess I should understand. It ain't easy letting go when you're not prepared to. Everyday's a torture. A torment. But I guess I gotta understand that it's not for me to take care of her anymore. And tho it seems cruel, maybe sometimes, I really just gotta be the bad guy. It's time to look out for myself again.

And scarily enough. Weird dream. Dreamt of a person tt sorta resembled X but more plump. Then I was having dinner with Y and X just came and said dunno wad things or was it the other way round. I couldn't quite remember but I ran after X anyway to talk to her. THen came back to Y and ain't sure what i did then. Then there's the whole bus waiting fiasco about waiting for the last bus or somehting. It was sorta opposite bras basah.

Today was supposed to be blading day but thank goodness it's cancelled. Wasn't all tt prepared to look all foolish :p And I can watch my CSI!! Yay.....

Next week supposed to continue playing with the cam and get familiar with the confounded flash (*^&(^ and also get paint and a laser pointer and blue lightings. ;)

K, tt's it.