I'm not sure whether u call it a difficult time in my life. And being jaded on blogs seem to be happenin quite often from vin to jos. Nothing heavy i guess. But it's all perception and we don't really know from where we stand. Right now, just 2 worries and strangely enuff, it ain't school related...

6 months is almost up and I wonder when the day would finally come. I hope my photos can be developed in time. Almost missed my chance today.

So many things happened in the past month or 3 weeks and I really don't know what to make out of it.
What I say might sound duh but it suddenly became obvious to me tt everybody has problems. Problems with themselves, personal problems, character problems.... And there isn't really a way around it. We;'re all flawed and we always have these problems to work with all our lives. And even if these problems or flaws are removed and solved.. new ones arises...

Many things happen in my life. Sometimes I wonder if I really had it coming. Some prob would think i did and maybe so. And that itself is just the way I am cursed. And in truth, we really are in our own way. It's just how things turn out for the better at the end of the day, despite things going that way.

I question my actions in the past and my actions now. My decisions then as compared to now and I really don't know what to do anymore. I used to think I could let myself go when the time came but as days pass, it doesn't seem that way. days seem dark and bleak. We are all alone.

"Zhui4 Hou4 De2 Teng2 Ai4 Shi4 Shou3 Fang4 Kai1"