Went to my 2nd funeral in my life yesterday and no, it ain't my grandpa, one of my dad's friend who happens to be one of my classmate's uncle s well. Small world. Guess he was kinda close to my family cos my mom was pretty sad when she first saw him. In the coffin nevertheless but still. I wasn't very sure what to do there. I mean, the last funeral I went to was my nanny's one or something, I think, I was quite young and when i went there, all we did was just walk one round. For my mom's dad, I didn't even go to the coffin. All I saw was his picture. Hm... that makes 3 but first 2 weren't much of a memory cos all I remembered was the location.

There were a whole group of people there with their heads bowed down last night. I did sneak a peek into the coffin and with all due respect, the first thing I thot of was CSI somehow. I spent the most part of my night there talkin to my classmate and tryin to take a peek at this eurasian babe (according to my friend) but only saw her when we were leaving. When we were leaving, the wife was talkin to us and said to pray for him. In my head, I was thinkin, "what was i to pray for him about? Safe journey? Have a good after life?" I figured it was a tad late for me to do that now, not for me, but for him anyway. He was already gone but I guess it was the thing to say for her. Anyway, the story how my dad found out he was not gonna make it was pretty interesting.

My grandpa went to the hosp sometime in the week cos he was feelin horrid. My dad sent him there. There he bumped into someone (ain't sure if it was my dad's friend or his wife) and tt's how he found out. It's not like they weren't tryin to contact him but they just didn't haf his number somehow. And shortly after seein each other, he passed away. Wonder if he was waiting for my dad. Ah well. Death still brings gloom i guess and I still feel a tinge of gloom and sadness even tho I don't really know him all that well cept we had dinner 2 months back.

I shopped for clothes yesterday with school's joseph. Was a pretty weird combination I guess. Didn't buy anything wif him around but once he left, I got my shoes, managed to get a top n bottom. :) Mom asked wad gawdy colour i got this time round and I told her red. Should be able to wear right? And she said, if nothing happens and I figured that she was refering to my grandpa. but in any case, least i got my clothes already. So i asked something dumb like so if he passes aways, i wear black? Says no problem wif tt since I got a lot of black tops already. Bleah :p ....