It's a dark day. And currently things in the relationship department seems to be at a low. If things do turn for the better, then, the worse is over, else, things are about to hit the ultimate low for me. I wonder if there was really more I could've done. Am I silly to believe that fighting is not the key? Is history about to repeat itself? Not sure if I noe when the tide is over cos right now, she's still acting as if things are normal even tho the mails we're sendin each other seem pessimistic. Guess I don't make a fantastic future material but just a good bf material. Always thot i made a gd bf. Ah well. Look who's talkin now. Guess one just learns from each failure and experience.

BBQ soon. Dunno how it'd turn out cos dun think i did a lot of preparations. Mayb as alvin says, it's the booze that matter. Let's hope so. Gonna hunt for stuff now. See you guys soon. Happy to see you all.