I'm fuckin pissed right now. Group's not exactly fantastic. And there r times I regret having a somewhat neurotic group. At times, I question am i normal or not. I'm just glad production is over. I got a person who sometimes shuts down and is unreasonable to the extent that just plain refusing for the dumbest reason. And I finally fully understand what the difference is between Post NS and Pre NS people. Regardless of mood or anything, they can be trusted to do things. Unlike some who just shut down just becos... Sometimes for the dumbest reasons and for the most immature things. Fucking pissing man. Anyway, production is makin me to be very tired of being the driver. Specifically, the expectation of the driver. Some find it dandy to send people home. But the younger kids (i seldom use this but it is getting tt irkish) don't understand the full picture. It's not like they are close friends or anything so wtf. The sickening thing is the assumption that just because one drives, the driver is expected to send you t the ends of the earth and back. Fuck man. Don't fucking assuming. It's just pissing. I came back early cos I didn't want to have to send people home. And I'm pretty sure the reason they went supper is cos I was driving the van. FUCK. Sorry Jose, this driver is going home to rest. So i don't give a shit. Wanna go supper then carry on, take a cab cos it's not my problem. Had enough of being asked to drive here drive there while everyone thinks it's chicken feet and fun.

Anyhoo, just wanted to update this and get this out of my system. I'm gonna bathe and go over to cam quip later in the morning. Sianz.