That being said, let's move on to reality.

SUNDAY
Did a whole lotta errands tt day. Drove to Vid Ezy to return DVD Lost In Translation which i watched on Sunday noon. Even managed to catch all them extras. Then drove over to Sham's to pass him a tape to help me digitise. Then went over toe Elsie's (mom's friend over at Bradell) to pass her Bee Hoon. Then drove to Jos' to return him the heavenly Media Law book which I'm pretty sure alvin will borrow from you next sem. Then rushed to Amy's to pick her up, I was half hour late, then went to Balestier and finally let her haf the BKT she so wants so badly which made us bicker on Friday. Then sent her home. Had a bad bout of too hot soup in my system tt my body kinda felt constricted (a prob i haf for ever so long). Drove over to Andie's at Jurong to get another tape from his auditions then rushed home cos dad's friend was in the hosp. And tt's about it. Wad a Sunday night.

MONDAY
Rushed school stuff in the noon. wanted to meet amy to watch 2046 but didn't pull through cos we both couldn't make it in time. So we ended up meetin slightly later to hang out at Marina Sq's Mac's. Saw my old recruit Firdaus there, didn't see me. Then me and amy chatted for a while at mac's then walked about awhile before heading for the Oscar's Cafe over at Conrad (she got voucher for a free buffet dinner there). So ate our fill there. Service was fantastic (she kept ogling at the butch waitress). Food was pretty ok. We didn't really capitalise tt much on the buffet bit and basically just tried to try everything there at least once. Was pretty ok lah tho made me realise tt still rather stick to the more middle class kinda food cos most of the stuff they got is presentation of which, we don't eat. So tt's tt. I mean, for me, I'm so ok wif eating pastamania than some fancy italian restuarant cos some of the stuf they got there just taste weird. Pastamania's simple. Anyhoo, during dinner, I brought up the whole Boozie Night during Xmas and she wasn't too happy. Firstly, prob due to the presence of Clarence and Elgin (haiz, still hasn't gotten over them). Funny thing is after the flat stint, kinda realise tt as a cock tt he is at times, he's pretty helpful when you need his help. So it's nice of him. Well, secondly, she feels tt I put my friends over her in terms of priority esp when there is a big event. Sigh, I really wanted her there but she's like sayin what's the point in going somewhere she doesn't wanna be and in my head, i'm thinkin, "for me?". :( sucha loss whenever these kinda things happen. :( really wanna hang with the guys. But somehow, feel tt 50% of the time, when I want to, I feel that I'm limited due to her. I'm not sayin it's her fault or anything, just circumstancial I guess. Like the boozie nite, it's not like she and her got any plans and I would really like it if it was spent with her. (boozie nite btw is planned for xmas eve) so I dunno. Funny thing is, she was sayin, wad's the point, just sit down and drink the whole night, so silly. Dumb thing is sometimes, she bugs me to drink when over my place or go clubbin cos she wants to drink. Sheesh, sometimes, her reasons are all so lame. Like some of the stuff, she still does which is carried over from her old bf which i'm aware of and when I ask her how come she's doing something, she tells me lame reasons which I know ain't true. Super lame. worse than lying but hey, spoke to her about it. Didn't go all too well. Avoided things altogether.

I dunno. Sometimes all these problems. I think it's amazing we're still together but I guess they don't really matter that much cos they're kinda small-esque. Once a yr faced wif these kinda problems like boozie nite issues, makes me sad man. It's not tt i love the drinkin or what but just love the relak atmosphere but sadly, she don't see it that way. Anyway, to her knowledge, only Jospeh noes of her detest of Clarence and Elgin. Calls me big mouth for this matter :p, like tellin people. :p Kinda accidentally let slip when I was tellin her tt someone said 'they're really not tt capable or zhai.'. Really really wish she would look beyond what i've told her and just do it for me. Don't really ask a lot of things and the few times I do, it really means something. Guess gotta sit it out and talk to her through this one. Worse case scenario, you guess gotta go ahead without me, or hold it on another date. So sorry guys. :(

Take care all, my shoot's the 5th to the 21st. Hope you guys can help when you guys are able to. Alvin's scheduled to help me liao so appreciate that a lot. Take care all and all the best in your muggings. Hope to catch up soon. Cya.