Hmm.... Somehow, my entries seemed to be sparked on by my grand dad.


MADHOUSE
Well, grandma was just laughin (not hahahaa... but somewhat a lil skepticism) after grandpa told her that he woke up in the middle of the night and went downstairs to walk walk. Of course that isn't so much possible cos, well, i haven't quite seen him leave my parents room. Then again, I haven't been around the house often with the shoot going on. Well, it's quite a mad house here with my parents and my grandma shouting (talkin at high levels cos somehow, everyone seems to talk there way around my grandma, maybe tt's the only way to make her understand, and my mom, when worked up, just starts talkin louder [occupational hazard being a teacher :p] and well, it's hard to filter all the commotion. ) So, not sure how soon everyone's gonna settle down, if ever.

A THOUGHT
I think (as if the header wasn't enuff of a clue wad i was going to do) I'm gonna embark on a mini project for my grandpa (just hoping I go about doing it). Figured, he hasn't gone out of the house that often these few years, maybe take a couple of photos (or video, haven't quite decided yet) of chinatown and his old hang out. I'm told Marine Parade was one of them though I ain't sure how's that any nice, but considering. Then again, I'm not sure what's the best thing.

SHOOT DETAILS
Yesterday was quite an alright but rushed shoot. Started somewhat late. Had to pay for the extra hour we used the location. GUy over at Double O was quite helpful tho, i was discussin with Sham, whether he was nice cos we had permission from one of the directors over at Emerald Hill and there were a lot of things he could not confirm cos it was a holiday. I suspect tt's y we got away with a lot of things. But hey, I did especially thank the supervisor on site who helped us. Maybe he would be glad or maybe be cursing and swearing for all the things he allowed to happen under his watch.

Jopie came over to do his part in helpin :) Thanx bro, meant a lot and sorry there was so much time spent for u to idle. Hope the pool time was enough for you to keep you occupied. :p

CAN'T GET OVER
So strange. If anybody were to read both my and amy's blog (joseph is probably the one), they'd be havin an entertainin time. Just when i was lamenting about Amy's great speeches, she sorta writes her side of the story. It's really two sides of the story. Often, when she puts me in a spot, she sorta expects me to say something to make her feel better, even tho I might neccesarily do it. Something along the lines of 'I'd go to he ends of the earth and back for you'. Now, I might not neccesarily mean it but it's just nice for her to hear. Switch it around, I'd rather she not say it if she's not gonna go through with it anyway or isn't confident of the whole matter. i.e to say, I'd rather she not say, if you need my help, I'd help you when in actuality, she can't even look past the initiall awkwardness of being at a foreign enviroment in the first place. Maybe i'm being too critical here. I mean, my consolation is that she wants to help but just doesn't feel comfortable doing it. I'm wondering whether that is a consolation. beats her tellin me that she doesn't want to. And the times I can't help, she probably thinks I'm not willing when I take a pause to think.

Anyway, dunno how tt's gonna come along. best solution I can think of is just don't ask for her help. Not worth the trouble and the cost.