VIRGIN NO MORE
That's right people. You read it right. After 24 years of abstinence, Elwin is virgin no more.

And the reason for this is cos of a guy. It's purely business really.

The day started out with a shoot. He asked if I would do it and I was thinkin, why not, in the name of film and academics right? When it went in, it felt somewhat funny. It even smelt funny. But the act wasn't completed, even tho it went in, my flame was not burnin yet. After some deliberation, I finally took the initiative and told myself, it had to be done. And with a deep breath, with the muskiness fillin my nostrils, I flicked it.




MY FIRST SMOKE!!!


I took my first puff after 24 years of tellin myself not to cos I figured I might get addicted to it. But hey, I did so last night. My first cigerette. It wasn't tt much of a big deal cept i didn't really know how to do it right like jugglin when to breathe in and out and ending up breathing in incorrectly and chokin myself. But overall experience was quite alright, stinky def but alright. Dunno wad's the big deal about smokin tho. Didn't really get wad high feelin tho friend says might be cos I didn't tarek or something. Well, not lookin forward to my next stick but least now, I wouldn't be so afraid to try it. Thankfully, I didn't pass off as being a poser and apparantly looked quite natural at it. Check me out on MSN to see me pics. Quite funky. Very nicely taken shots :)