Just came back from visiting my grandpa. Kinda saddening seein him in the hospital. Kinda symptathise me grand folks. Kinda dun haf anything to live for. tt's wad I gathered anyway. Feel very sad abt tt. Asked my granny how old my grandpa is, and she told me 86 and tt my granny is 81. Strangely enough, granny kinda wanted my grandpa to go so that she can go as well 6 months later. Y 6 months, I have no idea. But, kinda sad to hear her say stuff like tt. Started thinkin about all the times with them and I kinda feel like giving them something, anything tt might be worthwhile or significant for them. Like, kinda wanted to take fotos of their old hangouts and show it to them since they dun really travel around tt much. Esp my grandpa. Tho kinda no idea wad izit about marine parade they liked. Chinatown i more or less noe cos followed them before.

I dunno... just feel all solemn and all after the visit. Just wish there was something I could do tt can just give them some meaning in life...