I very tired of specialist. I hate script writing, i hate story writing. I hate anything written. Of cos, it's ironic reading it here. Haiz... I dunno, kinda dun really haf anywhere to pour it out. Feel I'm doing something which i suck in doing but yet burdened with the responsibility of makin it good for something I'm not good in doing. Btw, no one else in FSV is to know of this blog so it's only u 3 chappies or babes... if any of this ever leaks out, think i'll close the whole FSV channel altogther and there goes trust out the window.

I really hate how the scripting process is going and really can't wait for it to be over. I really tired that somehow the stuff i do seem so wrong. I dun wanna trouble the rest more then i should either. Just feel tt the script responsiblity is just so heavy. And I can't tell the group abt it cos it'd just drop their confidence level of me being a director and I know they don't need that now. Funny thing is, I'm revering (typo?) in the rest of my other subjects. Other subjects just seem sucha a reprieve. Kinda makin me love them when put in perspective.

Thankful tt I have the many moments to take my mind of spec at times. Love the moments when I see something nice and snap it... Can't wait to see the fotos when they come back later today, I'm sure amy would love the sky shots. i'll go bathe n turn in now... tokin to sham abt script is very very saddening and depressing. take care all, wish u guys all the best...