back... health screen was great... accordin to the BMI, i'm super lean... ok fine, i'm just very lean... and well, no high cholestrohl.. (see, i dun even noe how to spell it yet. :>), no high blood, no high suger levels. as juergen says it, "Zippo!!"

DREAM SEQUENCE (cont'd)
ANyway, back to elwin's dream... anyway, when i came home, i asked my mom if i really did go overseas cos I haf this funny feeling it was just a dream... So either i woke up n spoke to myself over tt or I did really dream it was a dream... Cycle. :p

Then had other weird dreams as well, wif Minz and Alf in it as well. It was during a shoot. The shoot was at the seaside kinda thing and I kinda thot to myself tt most of our shoots are gonna be in naturalistic places for our specialist projects... our batch of FSVers. And then in the scene being shot, alf was a "safety diver" not driver but diver... and we were like teasing him abt it when he was far away in the waters. We kinda teased him tt he was the crowd control for the waters. Go figure. Then in another part of the dream, Min was this super-model consultant being all filly fela about the contestants about how they should do things and stuff. (somehow, can't help but feel these dreams were inspired by friday's happenings at SIM tho seemingly unrelated) And think tt's all to my dream.... weird weird weird.

CLUBBING ON FRIDAY NITE
Clubbed with Amy on Friday. Had makan at liang court first then walked around then went in dbl o at 10ish. Was kinda waiting for the crowd to pick up so we waited opp the service apartments, sitting down there chattin. Was kinda fun. Then went in, funny, nvr check our ic. Think we drank quite a lot but not so sure abt tt. We together had, a jug of vodka ribena, 2 glasses of vodka ribena, 2 tequila shots (guess who had em :> ), and 4 shooters of sex on the beach (it was goiing 1 for 1 per pair. )weirdly enough. Ain't sure if tt's a lot. But didn't really feel as high as i normally would when out wif the guys, cos mayb you buggers drink much faster then I did on Friday. the drinking spanned over a duration of 10ish to 12ish... So maybe the effect wore off liao. But can't say the same for Amy. By 1 cannot liao. think the effect slower on her. NOt sayin, i got no effect lah, but still didn't haf the need to focus tt hard as I usually do. Both went back to my place cos the music oso kinda sucked. Think the number of songs I've heard b4 can count with one hand. Mom was there to greet us... Sleepily of cos...

AFTERMATH
Sat: Slept till 9 plus, then went out to haf breakfast... then came home to sleep. I woke up at 4 plus and surfed the net while she slept. sent me mom to church. Here's the funny part. She thot i was sleepin from last night till 4plus in the noon. And asked I hangover ah? Then I said, firmly, NO.. then asked about amy if she hangover ah? Said no, she inside doing work (she was by 5 plus). Then she exlpained herself by the smell of alcohol and think she thot she the only one drinking (not sure why) and I said no, i went clubbin oso wad, together. Mothers... Told amy about it later, and she felt like wrong image to my mom. Kinda explained to her tt it's normal wad. Me and my bro goes drinkin and clubbin and said it was normal unless she thot lesser of us becos of tt lah.

We watched The Fox and the Hound, in the night. So nostalgic... brought back so much childhood memories... sigh... still feel so weepy when I watch it... Love it a lot. Recommend it to the lots who wanna watch about those values about friends forever kinda thing.

Slept after tt. :p til 1 plus.. We're such lazy bums... then took a shower and sent her home and was back around 3ish. Saw Jolene (not the idol for those who're crazy over her :p ) wif her boyfrend. She still can't rmemeber Amy's name. So kinda always embarass her when around.... Fun lah.

TODAY
I'm am so into soundtracks. Listening to Pearl Harbor , soundtrack (is this the American spelling?), courtesy of Sham, among many other soundtracks. And now listening to Requiem's but not from the CD but off the net. So nice...

Chatted wif Alvin online, and this topic popped up. Nothing to do wif alvin, but rather someone he knows lah. and it's a sucha a common thing. Guy goes after girl despite all odds and all. Even when she's attached. many feel it's a blind cause. I would normally tell people to give it up cos my apprehension is always tt when the girl does go to the guy, it'd be for the wrong reason.

(changed song to guy sebastian)

the girl's into the guy cos he's just so nice. And I'm pretty sure this guy's niceness would not last. Now I'm not sayin this guy's fake or wad, but sometimes, circumstances do not permit the same nice things to be done. And cracks start appearing when the girl starts thinking tt they've lost the spark cos he doesn't do the same nice things as b4... blah blah blah.... and boom... end of relationship... Of cos, ideally, the nice things the guy does, attracts the girl's attention and she'll think, 'say, he ain't such a bad person... and nice things aside, he is a nice guy.' And I guess, tt's wad all guys hope when they're doing nicey stuff. And if things dun go right, they wonder, why's she stil wif this jerk when I'm doin such nice things to her. Then start thinkin, 'no, i love her, and all these shouldn't matter' and this goes on for the next few years. And the girl gets touched and when things go bad wif her bf, she leaves him and finally goes to the guy waiting for her all these years....

If only things always happen so ideally. But sadly, I don't think there is a fair judgement on these matters cos there are cases of both and who's to know what will happen. Some think it sweet the guy waits so long, others feel it's a lost cause. think no one's wrong to think what they want in this aspect but for me, I'd tell people to just move on and that there are always better people out there and all it takes is time to find em. But kuedos to those who decide to stick to their first choice and I wish you all good luck. Cos think it's too fine a line on wad's doing too much and wad's too little. And sometimes, it gets irritating from touching all too soon.

In all fairness. The sexes dun matter and sometimes, it is the gal who does the waiting. Standing by the guy all these years. Strangely, dun hear much of it on my side. Any gals like tt? Waiting patiently for tt guy all these years? Cos always feel sad for gals cos stereotypically, most gals dun make the first move. Of cos, I'm knowing more n more gals who actually claim they dun fall into tt category but yet, yet to hear of anyone taking the first move. Ah well, as Jos tells me once in a while, "talk is cock" :>

Btw, Willie, wassup wif the financial planner anyway? If u see me online, can expliain to me why recommend my name leh? not offended or anything, but rather curious. And if possible, tell me more abt her (company, and history and exp). Amy was kinda defensive tt i got a financial planner, or mayb cos it's a she...hmm....anyway, let me noe when u see me online. K? Thnax.... u still driving?

Alright, cya all.... take care, and hope next week's soccer is more promising. Good day, drive safely, drink lotsa water.