A quick blog, a dld and I'm off. (but usually dun seem as fast as i expect it to me. :p )

Had a tiring time on Friday night, Sat early morn. Had to pick up Amy from Sultan. Drank too much or mayb too fast. So had to drag myself down after my bath... Whoo.... breath really stank man... hmm... too much info. Anyway, her friends were there so wasn't tt bad. She was feelin horrid cos of alcohol and gastric. Wad a com-b. Let her settle down, puke a bit then dragged her back my place. Kinda heart pain when saw her on me bed.... She reaked of double o. Consolation was haven't changed bedsheet. Which reminds me, better change today. Very long liao. :p

(argh, so hard to blog and chat....)

She woke up on sat morn feelin kinda horrid. Still had gastric. After she washed up, went downstairs for makan. Then came back up. Started talkin abt the week that just passed. Like the problems during it. She was generally irritated the whole week, which I kinda got the brunt of. Wonder if tt's wad her "sorry" meant in her drunke stupor or was it for draggin me down? Anyway, talked about about some hard stuff issues, then she was tired so went to sleep. Kinda irked cos we were going somewhere. Anyway, didn't feel like napping so did me film theory paper. Beginning to enjoy Casablanca. Anyway, she woke up at 7ish and we went to have dinner. When we came back, started continuing our conversation on our relationship and all. guess we both wanted to iron some stuff out and last week had lotsa major things happening to her leadin me to think all sorts of things. And tok tok tok... then fell asleep again. Very irritated now. Tried to sleep oso but was so irritated. Opened my eyes and saw her sleeping, felt so irked. so kept tossing and turning all over. I dunno, just generally irked. Sadly, can't really blame her cos she really needs her sleep cos one of the ways to get rid of the gastric pain. And I was just sore tt we didn't talk much during the week and now with each other, didn't talk or do much either. So kinda down abt tt. When i sent her home, was still feelin a lil pissed. Told her over sms when i reached home when she asked if i was ok... Ah well, told her lotsa stuff after..

Kinda told her off abt lotsa stuff regardin her side and also concerning me. Kinda told her to be thankful for the fact tt I'm quite tolerable to a certain extent and asked her not to push it at times. And many other stuff... Felt kinda enlighten after tt but somehow weirdly more bitter. Guess dind't really have the luxury to express it. Guess the feelings came with the words as well... Also told her off for all her empty promises and words. Hope tt'll spark a change. Hope it'll last.

Anyway, started the day well and productive. Finished up some work, now gotta work on something else tt's way over due. Gonna be back in school on Tuesday. In some way, miss the company but think won't enjoy it much when I return. Expect to think alot about work.

Jopie called last night askin abt headphones. Btw, Amy bumped into Lyn, Elgin's fren, at double o on friday nite. Apparantly she like cannot liao in the toilet. Anyway, was about to say, kinda miss going out with the guys kinda thing. Like been sucha long long time. Mayb after this week when I'm done with the main workload, can meet up wif the few who are done with their exams. Which is basically most except the NTU kias. Sadz man. Feel sorry for willie and his ICT. Yups, mayb out for makan and movie. Which I realise, haven't been to town or for a movie for such a long long time. Wanna catch the SIFF. :( but dunno when sia. Ahwell, hang in there for this week can liao.

Take care all. Good day and lucks to all. Ciao babes, dudes.